No Patience

Written January 13, 2009

Here's something kinda funny. At the farm I would sometimes get behind in entries, and do a few in one day for several different days. Well right now I have no patience to do much of anything but write, and I am actually ahead in entries. So today is going to have two entries. One of them about what's going on here today (short, because nothing really happens here) and one just because.

So I finally got my stitches and stutures taken out today! And my mouth feels great! I am only the smallest bit swollen, but it should be completely fine by the time I am released and my mouth should be in complete working order.

I am very excited to start using it immediately after my release for many different purposes. And I plan on practicing my eating over the next few days I am here. One thing I did just notice on my way from the mod to the dentist was that my friend K. who I knew from Musick has been transferred somewhere else. I walked by cell #__ where he sleeps and there was no bed or anything on his bunk. Which bums me out, because, again, I didn't really get to say bye. That happens a lot here; it's just part of the deal here. I guess if I don't like it, I shouldn't ever come back to jail. Which is exactly what I'll do! Never come back!

I had a gnarly dream this morning that had my friend Beckie in it. I love Beckie and have missed her a bunch and don't know her cell number and haven't been able to call her since I've been down. I don't know if she knows where I've been these past months. But Beckie, if you're reading this, you, me, and Kelly are hanging out in less than a week. I have missed you crazy chicks and look forward to seeing you.

I've wondered if friends of mine out there think I've been ignoring them. I myself thought I was going to rehab as did a lot of people. I wonder if they think I just got out of rehab and went ghost and am not going to talk to them? Well, whatever the case may be, they will soon know that Jordan is back. And he's missed his friends. But to all my friends who knew damn well I was in jail and how to get ahold of me, and didn't...well, I've missed you too, but you're still jerks. LOL.

I really just cannot wait. I really hope I'm able to speak with my family today. There's been some issues with the phone, that I won't get into, but my parents have not successfully secured a line because this place is such a dump and their technology is bogus. So for the last few days I haven't been able to get in touch with them. So hopefully today is the day. Well right now, I am going to stop writing and wait for dayroom.